Thursday 2 May 2024

心情沮丧 feeling down and out lately


自从母亲过逝后,心情有点暗淡,总觉得日子过得有点累。

往往在下班后,把车子停在住宅小区的停车场时,便会不自然的浮起浓浓的睡意;暂时紧闭双眼,不知不觉的尽然堕入梦乡。又在不期然间醒来时,有点不知所措,刹那间忘了自己身在何处。也许是晚上睡眠不足的缘故吧?

所幸还有自己喜欢的工作来“打发”时间。不然不知该如何是好!

My mother's passed on 1 month ago. Ever since returning to Singapore after completing the funeral ritual in Nibong Tebal, I felt kind of down and out lately.

Fortunately, my passion for work is still strong. That really keeps me going!

Yes, I am sad that my mother has left us for good. On the other hand, it may also be a blessing that she departed peacefully, without much sufferings. No doubt, she was still bedridden from her neurological disorder. But she left us after her bed sores had healed, and urinary catheter removed. She might have some swallowing dysfunction, but she was still able to take food orally. She was still able to recognise people and converse (albeit in a very soft voice) till the day she departed.

Most importantly, she passed on peacefully at home!

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